Monday, January 23, 2012

Expression Through Words

I hope there's a golden age, I pray for my sanity


Where we don't have to answer to anyone about anything


This is not like the brochure, flying cars and sex machines


We're all so compliant 'cause everything is what it seems


And they can't build a satellite to tell you how loved you are


Or some kind of life device that holds you in you've gone too far


And I don't feel myself again, 


I thought I'd be fixed by now


Walking through the horizon,


 I find myself back here somehow


Give me something to die for or design a quiet mind


Something to like mankind for 'cause we don't lie, my heart and I


You've been bending so long now, you think it's standing up


And they line up behind you to build you up, buttercup


We can lose all meaning quicker than a credit card


And not everyone's healing so try your best and don't look too hard

Cause they can't build a satellite to tell you what's in your heart


Or some kind of life device to hold you in, you've gone too far


And I don't feel myself again, I thought I'd be fixed by now


Will I ever feel that waking? Make it as a lullaby Don't ask me to explain again, I can't lie to my heart and I

My heart and I, my heart and I


I've been feeling so lonely


Feeling so low


So low I almost let go

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

expression through song

Tell myself that I was doing alright
There's nothing left to do tonight
I go crazy on you, crazy on you
Lemme go crazy, crazy on you

Can't you see what you do to me baby?
You make me crazy, you make me act like a maniac
I'm like a lunatic, you make me sick
You're truly the only one who can do this to me
You just make me get so crazy

But if there's one thing about you that I admire it's baby
Because you stay with me, maybe, 'cuz you're as crazy as I am
'Cuz when I look at you I can see an angel in your eyes
But if I look deeper inside I see your freakish little side


I wonder what's on your mind sometimes
They say love is blind
Maybe that's why the first time I dotted your eye
You ain't see the sign

Or maybe you did, maybe you like being shoved
Maybe 'cuz were crazy in love
I go crazy on you, crazy on you
Lemme go crazy, crazy on you

You are the ink to my paper what my pen is to my pad
The moral, the very fiber the whole substance to my rap
You are my reason for being, the meaning of my existence
If it wasn't for you I would never be able to spit this

As intense as I do and the irony is you rely on me as much
As I rely on you to inspire me like you do
You provide me the lighter-fluid the fuel my fire
You're my entire supply gas, the match, and igniter

The only way that I am able to stay so stable is you're the legs
To my table, if you were to break I'd fall on my face
But I am always gonna make you feel I don't need you
As much as I really need you so you don't use it to your advantage


You are the word that I am looking for when I'm trying to describe
How I feel inside and the right one just won't come to my mind
You're like the pillar that props me up, the beam that supports me
The bitch who never took half, the husband who never divorced me


And no matter how much too much is never enough
Maybe 'cuz were crazy in love
I go crazy on you, crazy on you
Lemme go crazy, crazy on you
-mr. Marshall <3

Sunday, December 25, 2011

appreciate me

I may not be yours first, yours last, or yours only. I loved before I may love again. But if I loves you now more than a friends What the matters???? I'm not perfect- you aren't either. And the two of us may never be perfect together. But if I can make you laugh, cause' you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes. So please hold onto and give me the best most you can. I might not be thinking about you every second of the day
But I will give you a part of me that I know you can't break -my heart. Don't hurting me, please realize that I really likes you. Stop telling me about your past girlfriend. It is very annoyed me, but I keep pretending like I care. Yes, I do care about you. But sometimes, I want you to care about me too. I want you to care about my feelings toward you. but I truly appreciated our friendship. Thank you -D

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

YOU !

I STARE AT MY REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR
  WHY AM I DOIN' THIS TO MYSELF?
LOSING MY MIND ON A TINY ERROR,
 I NEARLY LEFT THE REAL ME ON THE SHELF


DONT LOSE WHO YOU'RE, IN THE BLUR OF THE STARS
  SEEING IS DECEIVING, DREAMING IS BELIEVING,
IT'S OKAY NOT TO BE OKAY..
 SOMETIMES IT'S HARD , TO FOLLOW YOUR HEART
TEARS DONT MEAN YOU'RE LOSING, EVERBODY'S BRUISING
  JUST BE TRUE TO WHO YOU ARE..



P/S I WILL KEEP YOUR SECRETS.. HIK